Who was: last text, last missed call, last incoming call, last kiss. Last hug. Last person to hold hands with. Last person to make you cry, last arguement
Who was: last text, last missed call, last incoming call, last kiss. Last hug. Last person to hold hands with. Last person to make you cry, last arguement
Posted: January 12, 2012 in Uncategorizeduwah! forgive me for not updating lately. D: if not busy, tumblr and facebook encompases much of my time. haha. so sorry. :(
july came and went i’m so sorry for not updating on my 18th birthday (i updated it in my tumblr account, so if you’re interested to read, follow mytumblelog: mademoisellemusikera.tumblr.com)
should i post pictures? i’m to lazy to type everything happened. lol. oh, okay, pictures. :D but one thing i would tell you, my crush went to my party and became my LAST DANCE!
oh myyy. seems like i’m going to start ranting. :))
well, i really had in my mind that he would be my last dance. of course, to savor that moment that we’re alone (not literally, but you get it), dancing, with my hand on his, etc etc. i told my birthday plans in general to my friends. they said to me, the father should be the first dance, and the special someone would be the last. i froze. he is my special someone, alright. so, i mustered all my courage and he really became the last dance, no objections or anything. haha.
here are the pictures. :)
my eighteen roses didn’t reach eighteen (haha, yeah i know i’m friendless. just kidding. :D) it’s just that i’m not really friendly with guys. there were 15, i think, roses and I just chose some of those pics. lol.
the candles! :)
excuse those two. they really insisted to be on the candles instead of roses. :D

laughing so hard wih my blockmates. seriously when you're with them, you'll always be laughing your head off. :))
it was soooo much fun! if i were to put all the pictures that night here, it would take me a decade. HAHA. i really thanked all of these people that they really attended (and even bothered to give gifts!) phew. i also thanked my parents for throwing the party. even though it was simple, it was the best birthday party i had. :))
here’s my finished cosplaY~ (without the sword. the sword’s still on the process. lol.
Character: Murasame Touko
Series: Betrayal Knows My Name (裏切りは僕の名前を知っている – Uragiri wa Boku no Namae wo Shitteiru)
sorry for the dim lighting… :3


- Toko Murasame (叢雨十瑚 Murasame Tōko) Voiced by: Marina Inoue
- Tsukumo’s older sister, Yuki’s relative and also a Zweilt guardian. Her ring transforms in a huge sword called Eon (Eternity). She attends the same high school as her brother, where their closeness make all the girls jealous of her. She is very fond of Yuki (whom she calls Yuki-chan), telling him that “He is a person who is too kind for their own good” and asking him to refer to her in a more close way (Toko-chan) instead of calling her Toko-san.
Last night, I’ve finished reading one of Jane Austen’s celebrated masterpieces, Pride and Prejudice. I heard a friend of mine mentioning this book and for, like, a year I’ve struggled to find this book and found one in our university library. I’ve read the first four chapters and found out…it’s really a classic. Haha! Although it would take you time to understand the sentences used (for they’re too academic or too deep) it was rather obsessive, in my part for these two reasons:
1. What was really in that book that kept my friend awake in reading it? (She found the idea of that book being super addicting)
2. It’s written in the medieval times, featuring Victorian England!! I’m super addicted to anything medieval~
Since the book’s inside the library, and I haven’t got a borrower’s card (come to think of it, I’m in 2nd year already!) my thirst for the book got worse. At last, I got my hands on my very own money, I dashed to buy 2 mangas (Absolute Boyfriend vol.2 and Vampire Knight vol.8) and, oh yes, Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen! Finally!
I finished it for about a week (Don’t blame me for this, of course I have a comparative essay due next week in front of me, plus loads of homework, requirements and anything worth being busy for). It was SPLENDID, with Elizabeth Bennet as my favorite, along with the hero, Fitzwilliam Darcy. If I’m going to take my head off of the burdens in my academics, I’ll read it all over again.
One trivia that I would share to you guys: My copy of Pride and Prejudice is a Penguin Popular Classics collection bought in National Bookstore. Here’s the cover:

Since I was so kilig all over Chapter 34, I began a quest so unknown to me, yet I did it. lol. The story began at page 5 and ended at 299, so the whole story is 294 pages, and when you divide it by 2 (approx. one-half of the book) it lands on 147. Page 147. My favorite page, in which Mr. Darcy says this to Elizabeth:
“In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”
SHOCKS!
I was astonished as well as Elizabeth. (As if I was the one Mr. Darcy was talking to) but still.
It was the best!
Although I had really a problem with Elizabeth’s and Mr Darcy’s blooming love, which was not really highlighted/given more notice. :( I wished Ms. Austen gave depth to their relationship beyond the part where they met self-actualization or whatever you call it. But it was still the best!!
What should I buy next? Charlotte Bronte’s Jane Eyre, or Jane Austen’s Sense and Sensibility?
For me i would choose the former, but what’s your opinion? :D
of my next cosplay!



gaaaaaah. i spent all of my salary for this cosplay. oh well. just submitted the necessary things for tailoring yesterday. all i have to do is wait. :)
and plan for the PROPS! O.o
gyaaaaaaaaaaahhh. i’m excited for this to come out in anime form!!! although it took place 8 years after Kin’iro no Corda 1 and 2, but still, i want to see it!! the old characters are not there anymore, so they say, and i noticed that Seisou Gakuen changed their uniform design…not so sure about it, but just look at the trailer…
haaaaaiiii. if only i could buy the game…
for more information on the characters, and storyline… visit http://oujisama24.multiply.com/journal/item/6/La_Corda_d_Oro_3_-_A_New_Beginning
indeed it’s a new beginning…
8 years~… i wonder what happened to the old characters then?? the manga was such a cliffhanger!!!
i would say Cecil McBee. :D
it’s summer but i’m soooo busy!!
got a new job: violin teacher in Lady Lark Music Studio. oh well. this is in order to finance my cosplaying career. i’m soooo excited to cosplay again..
the planning stage for cosplay is so much fun that i’m so giddy for it!
gomen, i don’t really update much, huh? busy busy busy~
just finished a movie marathon: all THAI movies, and they’re really good.
– A Crazy Little Thing Called Love
seriously *sobs*. it really made me cry. good thing i always have a roll of tissue near my pc. :D
– Friendship
i cried also, it was good, but i didn’t really like the ending. i don’t like sad endings at all.
– Hormones
out of the four stories, the one i liked the most was the girl who was obsessed with Taiwanese idol Titte, and the twist was really unexpected. I super loved it and screamed in delight with her. :D
– Love of Siam
waaaaa. YAOI! but still, the story’s great!
– Season’s Change
i love this one. it was so funny. but definitely a cliffhangerrr!! waaaaaa. at least it all turned out great. :D
ahhhh. i hate the weather.it’s sooooooo hot! scorching indeed. i’m going to spend the night at our main house.
oh well.
violin wa renshu-shimasu! :D
CHAIN (Cosplay, Hobbies and Interests Nexus) Event
Posted: March 31, 2011 in addiction :DD, cosplay!just got my Seisou Academy Gen-Ed uniform!!
my Hino Kahoko cosplay is complete!
and i’m 95% ready for the event…
i just lack 5% CONFIDENCE.
ahahaha~
i’m nervous, but i think i can do it!
watch us at at the CHAIN event (there are lots of activities) from March 23-26, 2011 at Gaisano Mall Atrium. The cosplay’s event on the 26th so please be there~ :))
see you all~
uwaaaa.
this day had been,uh, what shall i say?
BLESSED.
yes, that’s it.
1. induction of the Bagwis members for the next year, which will be effective by May of this year. although i was appointed as FEATURE DEPARTMENT HEAD, at least i was not the managing editor. it’s such a troublesome work, so i thanked them all for that. :3
2. we didn’t have any practice in PE!! i was so happy, i can’t contain my joy that time when induction was over. whew~ i just hate PE.
3. my classmate allowed me to photocopy her reviewer in Panitikan! yess. i soo love MICHIKO! :3
4. i got to see a full RAINBOW. it was such a marvel.
5. i’m unaffected by a particular reason which i won’t tell here, but it involves my past feelings for a certain person. oh please, i’m soooo over him, and I’M HAPPY~
i just lay everything in God’s hands. He knows what would be my future. it’s up to my decisions, but I still need Him and the guidance of the Holy Spirit, much more because cosplay and the PE night coincides in a day, March 26, 2011.
So help me God.
and thank you. :3



























































